I can't draw, can't concentrate much. I'm feeling empty, just like nothing is there. Just an shell that keeps on smiling even though it aren't happy. Just like that does I feel, lonely, depressed, empty. Discussed with myself yesterday if I were a kid that just wants attention or if it's actually something wrong with me. It ended with me screaming shut up.. I've.. Kinda.. Freezen out my friends, a thing that I regrets. And i'm still stuck in lies that I created when I was 10-12. Goddamn what a stupid brat I was.. It feels good that I can write out this.. Even though this is an art-site and not a diary. But I don't give a shit of that.
Here is something I wrote for not that long ago, ridicously in love in a guy. Then I been reminded of a childhood friend and so did I feel bad -- AGAIN. Note: I've a terrible english, so please don't kill me.. Before i'm prepared.
SHUT UP ~ I don't wanna hear you
DISAPPEAR ~ I don't wanna see you
GO AWAY ~ Don't you see that I don't want you here?
WHY ~ doesn't you shut up, leave me alone, don't look at me with those friendly eyes
PAIN ~ your voice is like posion running through my blood
FUCKIT ~ I wanna stab you endlessy until you not are in my mind
NO ~ I doesn't see your happiness, only hate fleeting in my heart
THE END ~ I wish I would see you again, but i've a place in hell. You haven't.
I love you.. And it'll never stop as long as i'm alive...
Well, I hate love. Or not the love to my cat, Max. He's someone I never want to lose <3










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"We want it we want
We want a reason to live
We're on a pilgrimage
A crusade for hope
Cause in our hearts and minds and souls we know
We need it we need
We need more than this "
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glorphffs.
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Let's get this party started.
You make me feel insane.
I want to be the one.
To make myself sane
Avatar made by ~Riev-san.
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Avi was made by *RatRabbit !!!
Go, check her out! Me too, if you want to
Vampy offers commissions o3o
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Let's get this party started.
You make me feel insane.
I want to be the one.
To make myself sane
Avatar made by ~Riev-san.
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Let's get this party started.
You make me feel insane.
I want to be the one.
To make myself sane
Avatar made by ~Riev-san.
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Let's get this party started.
You make me feel insane.
I want to be the one.
To make myself sane
Avatar made by ~Riev-san.
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Gott weiß ich will kein Engel sein
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